December2.

DAY 2

I woke up really late today considering the late night I had last night.I woke up with the most painful headacher ever. What's wrong with me? Why do I get it all the time? I was trying not to take any medication for it because I get it very often and relies on medication to make me feel better. I'm not a drug addict even if you're starting to have a feeling that I am.

I don't have a plan today or even a destination to go to. But I do not want to stay home because my days are numbered remember and I take each day as a mission to do some serious shopping. I'm writing all of this on my N73 mobile as I had no time for the computer today and transferring them when I have the time to. Talking about my mobile, it is the most crappiest, shittiest, you just wanna throw it in the bin type of mobile.
1.the camera doesn't even want to work
2.the message "Memory Low. Delete some data." keeps on coming up on the screen and I've clearly deleted all of my text messages and picture already.
3.it is sooooo slow, just to unlock it and get it to go onto the main menu takes about 3 minutes.
4.i've dropped it too many times just to show how much I hate it.
just don't get this phone or you'll regret it.

Anyways here is an excerpt that I started writing last night from my book which is still untitled:



"We've always been together. Just the four of us. How we came together was not a question that could be asked. We were born to be bffs coming from the same family. We were cousins that could not be put apart no matter what. We loved each other to death and that is how it will stay for the rest of our lives......"

p.s my mum calls me fat hahah. isn't that jst stupid. im trying real hard to lose some and you're not helping me one bit mum. every word that comes out from your mouth always turn out negative. its better if you never said it in the beginning. i mean i dont even care what you say but you should just keep it to yourself. (an hour later i feel guilty and i feel like i shouldn't really be writing this).